Forgive or not?

I think I'm the one who can forgive someone that injured or hurt me. Although some cases are unforgettable but I try to believe them again and again because sometimes there are mistakes made by human being.
If someone has betrayed me, instead of become an enemy, I think I would like to make them as my "friend" because I learned from you. The word friend is highlighted because I will beware of their actions to ensure I'm not hurt again.

However, the thing that I want to emphasize is become a "friend" is better then an "enemy".
For me, I will just look at the case and not the people. But this is hard enough to forgive the people who betrayed you. Just try not to let them become your enemy.

Recently, there is a case. I don't know it is coincident or purposely done to make them as an excellent group. I think I have announced it to every friends among us. They knew that I will use this as the plan and I will did it alone only. They knew I'm alone then they still going to offense me? If for me, I would just change to the other plan rather than "bullying" the people who is doing alone. I'm too weak to voice out because I think they had decided before asking my opinion. They will straight away ignore me to achieve higher and better level.

Actually they no need to do so much for the plan. Until now, I'm still wondering why they need to do so much since the plan has already done. Nevermind, there is useless to understand their purpose since I still can't find a better plan for myself.

Hard to say out my feeling here. I'm angry for a moment. Sad for a day. Remember for whole life. Somehow I will forgive you soon. Thanks for the "coincidence". I learned after being hurt.

That is the mistake I made.I should finish the things and show it first.
In order to think a better plan and finish that, I can't sick. Please don't sick. Please let me do according to the plan smoothly.

Mood

After a few tests and a presentation, now at least there is a space to let me rest awhile. But I think I'm resting everyday if comparing my course to the others. LOL. Maybe it is the same and just they are busy when I'm free? Haha.

2 more weeks and after final exams to end this semester. It is the time to have our internship. Feeling nervous and curious when thinking about it. Actually after this semester, there are many of my friends will graduate but I still have 1 more year. Maybe they should be more nervous compare to me because they are going to work already. Haha. However, recalling back what have we done before? We went to internet cafe together, watched "n" movies, sing "n" times K and etc. But suddenly now we are going to work. Seems unbelievable. LOL. xD

Recently we went to swimming again. I didn't swim for more than 3 months already but once you learned it, you really can't forget it. This is the ability like eat that you won't forget in our life? Haha. I hope so. Training hard to learn more than now and toward "butterfly". xD
That's all for now. Have a nice day ^^.

Busy or lazy? LOL

When I created this blog, I thought that updating a blog at least twice a week is an easy job. But the truth is I'm busy or perhaps lazy to update it.

Assignments, tests and presentation is coming. Actually tomorrow will be the first test 2 paper. I'm trying hard to study and understand with the purpose of don't feel disappointed again with the test.

Not forgettable, congratulation to our basketball teams which for the boy's team that won a fourth place and superbly the girl's team won the champion. Well played and they really put a lot of effort. Congratulation again.

Although I was the substitute but I also felt very excited and nervous when our team was playing. We shout together in the bench especially with Ton. Haha. Unforgettable matches.

To my friend Tatt, hope you will recover with full speed. We are going to eat tasty foods. Wait you "jio" us. ^^

Besides that, I've watched a badminton game yesterday midnight with my friends between Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan. That was an interesting match. Really excited and well played by both impressive players. Congratulation to the winner, our country's badminton men single player in world number 1 ranking, Datuk Lee Chong Wei.

Furthermore, very sad to see the earthquake with high magnitude happened in Japan. Words seem hard to express the sadness. Anyway, I hope and wishing them have the best situation in this hard time.

Write until here only. Continue my study. Add oil ^.^